Oct 10, Friday

Can’t really remember what exactly I did today. The only thing I remember was that I did not do whatever I plan to do for the day. I kept being distracted by various “activities”.

Phone conference at 4pm – I thought this is a face-to-face meeting and I can skip this one since I was not there physically. But being a “VIP” (LOL….), I can’t!!! It was a long conference – from 4pm to 7pm. Sigh, headache after the meeting! Luckily today was not too cold otherwise I might be frozen by the end of the call. I was outside by the lake for 3 hours!

Oct 11, Saturday

I woke up very early in the morning – 5-ish I think. Only have 2-3 hours sleep.

The whole morning was spent on the road travelling from Beijing to Suzhou, via Shanghai. What an effort! Slept on the plane and on the bus. Blur all the way, and still blur when arrived at the destination!

Walked the rest of the day!

Oct 12, Sunday

Cycling in town…

Oct 13, Monday

Again, I spent whole day travelling. Costly trip in term of time spent, fortunately it’s a good one!

Oct 14, Tuesday

First day back in office a weekend break! Blur… haha… this is me… normal!!!

Oct 15, Wednesday

Work – nothing much to talk about. Well, not much work. Just hang around – show face.

Two colleagues’ birthday – the big boss, Qu, and a “distance colleague”, Sarah. Sarah organised a birthday party at Tang-hui Club. She invited lots of friends and I know none of them other the two birthday stars. There are lots of “famous” people there. The guests are movie directors, singers, artists etc. Oh, all these people sang very well. The professional standard is definitely different!

For someone who does not sing, I felt out of place. Strangely, I stayed through out the party. I left at 1-ish. Qu was very sentimental that evening. “Family tie” was what between him and me. I was touched. I am not someone who believes firmly in this sort of thing but, sincerely, wish that that is true. To me, it’s the “relationship” thingie that held me back. Now that I decided to move on, I just hope that this family ties will last.

Oct 16, Thursday

I was one hour late for work but others were later than me. Many of them party till very late and drunk.

I were I left my laptop in a colleague’s car so I can’t do anything till he came it.

Boss after me for a power presentation – nothing to deliver :p

Oct 17, Friday

Went to airport to meet my parents. Was later for work again. It was 12pm when I arrived in office.

Have to get the ppt out! Was super efficient and focus after lunch. I can’t deny how terrific I am, I finished the whole ppt in 2-3 hours – not trying to be big-headed but can plan, design, come out with the content as well as chat on msn, still can deliver a high standard work!

Left office just after 6:30pm and went to friend’s house. Oh that’s far! Took me 1.5 hours to get there!!!

Finally, I watch the long awaited movie, Hua-pi (画皮). Of course it’s DVD! It’s not scary at all. In fact, the story is a bit slow and slightly boring.

Oct 18, Saturday

Picked up Auntie Catherine at airport in the evening. My flatmate is very kind. He offered to drive me to airport. He also drove us all the way to Zhongguanchun (中关村) for dinner and to meet Auntie Lucy. He waited for us. By the time all these were done, it’s 11pm! I am grateful to have helpful, caring and lovely flatmates all the times. I am very lucky!

Oct 19, Sunday

Can you believe I woke up at 8am on Sunday? Went out with my flatmates and Auntie Catherine at 11am. Early lunch, then Auntie Catherine did her hair at flatmate’s saloon. I waited till phone run flat and I also run out of “battery”. I went home to charge phone battery and myself – just 30 min but was better than none!

We went to 798 art gallery. I wanted to watch a documentary from the Nordic Film Festival but we were late. The show has started by the time we get there. So we just walk around 798. Oh I love this place! I keep telling myself that I need to go back with a camera…. I will, one day!!!

It’s 4am now and I am chatting with Angie. I should go to bed now but since we have not chatted for such long time, I would want to spend more time with her. It’s been a long long time we didn’t chat. She has been super duper busy, both work and outdoors activities. Since I can catch her today, I should spend time with her. I will sleep in the plane tomorrow morning. YM will shake head if he found out about this :p

他给了我很大的鼓励和力量 来面对面前的选择

他的忠告：

弃我去者，昨日之日不可留。

乱我心者，今日之日多烦忧。

长风万里送秋雁，对此可以酣高楼。

蓬莱文章建安骨，中间小谢又清发。

俱怀逸兴壮思飞，欲上青天览明月。

抽刀断水水更流，举杯消愁愁更愁。

人生在世不称意，明朝散发弄扁舟。

 

抽刀断水水更流，举杯消愁愁更愁。

人生在世不称意，明朝散发弄扁舟。

 

 

好诗 却实施不得 李白就是例子

逃避不是战斗 我们都无处可逃

可以休息 可以给心灵一个家 但是不是逃避

朋友 谢谢你

你们的谅解是我最大的解脱！

认识你们是我在这最大的收获！

Today an important decision was made.

Hope it’s for a better tomorrow!

Things Are Hard Right Now, But…

TRUST IN YOURSELF… to Make a New Beginning!